He was beautiful. He always looked like he was a part of an exquisite painting. I remember when I first met him I was instantly mesmerized. It was his eyes. In certain angles they looked like bright emeralds. The way he focused them on me. Only for a few seconds just to say he noticed [...]
Entries Tagged as ‘fear’
October 23, 2008
Downward Spiral
Today morning I got up with a feeling of malaise. Something in my stomach told me it’s going to be a bad day. My friend woke me up with a call at 9 am, I was a bit irritated, but I wanted to take an initiative to be nice, so I agreed to accompany her [...]
October 1, 2008
The hole in the word love
There have been millions of poems, songs, movies and stories made on ‘love’. What is it about ‘love’ that causes people so much happiness and pain at the same time? So many risks are taken and in the end we get shattered. On certain days, its difficult to pick ourselves up from the bathroom floor [...]
September 3, 2008
Story of an unborn child
This happened to me a long long time ago, if anyone asks me about it, I will lie. I promised myself I will take it to my grave, but I think it’s time I write my feelings out to be read by others. I had become accustomed to taking pregnancy tests, waiting for my period [...]
February 9, 2008
Under my blankets
All my life, I’ve been an introvert, going through my own pain, pain that I created for me to drown. My eyes once showed confidence, determination, ambition and motivation, now they just show sorrow. I cry almost everyday under my blankets because thats the safest place in the world to hide my pain. I don’t [...]
December 21, 2007
Fear of Loneliness
This is for the first person I fell in love with, ” The first cut is definitely the deepest”.
Fear is spoken in a whisper,
It tugs at your heart with its claws,
It leaves you in a whimper,
And your courage does it gnaw;
Every sight around you dims,
Evey object you touch fades,
It leaves you pale and grim,
And thats [...]
